The other week Lama set us some homework. We were to pick one day in the week, write down five kind things we were going to do that day, and do them. Well it turns out that I suck at organised kindness! People I'd planned to do stuff for were out and circumstances generally messed with my plans. All in all a B- for achievement.
One act that did kind of work out though was buying a homeless guy dinner. If you spend any time near Waterloo station in London you've probably seen him. He tends to sit under the bridge opposite the fish and chip shop, on his rucksack, quietly watching the world go by. I've never seen him ask for money and he's there no matter the time or weather. I must have walked past him a hundred times.
For some reason though I couldn't get him out of my head during meditation last week. It is my Thursday night treat to get some chips on the way home and for some reason I couldn't stop thinking of him. Anyway this night I plucked up the courage to talk to him (half nine at night and talking to an utter stranger in London is not the done thing for nice young ladies!) and offered to buy him fish and chips for dinner. What I didn't expect though was the reply of "thank you, but I'm a vegetarian". I've got to say that I was honestly blown away. That even when he wasn't sure when he'd eat next or sleep that night, he was still able to stick to something important to him was humbling. How often do we compromise on the things we "believe" in for an easy life? Yet here he was holding out.
We compromised on chips but I suspect I was the one richer for the encounter.